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Cheer, crutches and love chapter 10
Cheer, crutches and love
Chapter 10
As I sat down on the bench, my leg and ankle throbbing, I felt torn. I was so close, but there was still so much work to do. Nick knelt in front of me, his hands gently massaging my ankle.
"We'll get there," he said softly, his eyes locking with mine. "But you have to be patient."
The big day had finally arrived. My heart raced as I stood in front of the mirror, pulling my uniform snug against my body. The crisp white fabric, with its sharp lines and tailored fit, felt almost like a second skin. The embroidered emblem of my team was stitched proudly over my chest, and the lightweight sneakers on my feet were laced up tightly, ready to carry me through the toughest challenge of my career.
I smoothed my hands over my uniform, taking a deep breath. My ankle, still wrapped, felt steady, stronger than it had in months. I had pushed hard, maybe too hard, to get here, but now it was all or nothing.
"Hailey, you look amazing," one of my teammates, Emma, said, smiling as she walked over and gave me a light punch on the shoulder. "We're going to crush it today, I can feel it."
I smiled back, though my stomach was twisting with nerves. "Thanks, Em. Let's hope all this work pays off."
Behind her, the rest of my teammates were buzzing with energy, doing their own stretches and chatting excitedly, all while offering words of encouragement. We had trained side by side for so long, through sweat-soaked practices and late-night sessions. This day wasn't just about me, it was about all of us.
But beneath the surface, I couldn't shake the gnawing feeling. As I glanced at the stands, packed with cheering spectators, an uneasy sensation crept over me. I knew most of them were here to support us, but a darker thought lingered at the back of my mind.
Some of them... some were here for something else entirely.
It was like the way people flock to car races, not just for the thrill of the speed, but for the crashes. For the chance to witness something go wrong. I could almost feel their eyes on me, my leg and my ankle waiting for that one misstep, that one fall. They weren't here to see perfection; they were here to see a sprained ankle, a broken leg.
It was crazy, I knew that. But still, it was as if some were watching, almost anticipating that I would be the one to crash and burn, break something, fall hard, and leave the event possibly on a stretcher, leg in a splint.
The weight of their silent expectations pressed down on me.
I took a deep breath, pushing the thought aside, but it lingered, hovering over me like a cloud. Today wasn't about falling or breaking bone, it was about proving them wrong.
Our coach had pushed us harder than anyone else, but she had always believed in me, even when I wasn't sure I believed in myself.
"Alright, team," she called out, her voice cutting through the hum of activity. "Huddle up. It's time."
As we gathered around, she looked us each in the eye. "You've worked your butts off for this moment. Everything you've done leads to today. Trust your training, trust your bodies, and most of all, trust each other."
When her gaze landed on me, she gave a subtle nod, a look of pride in her eyes. "And Hailey, you've come back stronger than I ever could've imagined. You're ready for this, enjoy the moment and be safe."
I swallowed the lump in my throat and nodded back. "I won't let any of you down."
As we broke the huddle, I caught sight of Nick standing off to the side, his eyes locked on me. He wasn't in the spotlight today, but he had been my rock every step of the way, always there with a smile or a word of caution when I needed it. His support had been unwavering, and seeing him here now gave me the final push I needed.
I walked over to him, the rest of the world momentarily fading away. "Hey," I whispered, my nerves bubbling up again.
Nick's smile was soft, his eyes full of warmth. "Hey," he said, reaching out to squeeze my hand. "You've got this, Hailey. I know you do."
"Thanks for always being here, I couldn't have done this without you."
He pulled me in for a quick hug, his hand brushing over the ace bandages on my ankle.
"Just promise me you'll be careful out there, okay?"
"I will. I promise."
Cheer, crutches and love
Conclusion to come
K
Friday, September 20, 2024
Thursday, September 19, 2024
Cheer, crutches and love chapter 9
Cheer, crutches and love
Chapter 9
"Everything okay?" Nick's voice broke through my thoughts, pulling me back to the present.
I forced a smile. "Yeah, just tired." I lied.
He nodded, but I could tell he wasn't fully convinced. He knew me well enough by now to sense when something was on my mind.
As the miles stretched on, I kept replaying the conversation with my mom. I knew she meant well, and in some ways, she was right. I should be careful. But there was this fire inside me that wouldn't allow me to slow down. The final competition was everything. I had to prove to myself that I could come back stronger, that this injury hadn't broken me.
Nick reached over and gave my hand a gentle squeeze. "You know, you don't have to rush back into things. You're healing at your own pace."
I looked at him, my heart warming at his concern. "I know, but... you don't understand. I can't miss the final competition. I've worked too hard for this. I need to be ready."
He sighed, his eyes flicking between me and the road. "I get that it's important, but what happens if you push too hard and end up making things worse? You've come so far, Hailey. I don't want to see you hurt again."
His words hit me like a gut punch, but I tried to brush them off. "I'll be fine. I know my body, and I know what I can handle."
Nick didn't push it further, but I could feel the weight of his worry. I appreciated his concern, but he didn't know what it felt like to be so close to a dream, only to have it threatened by something beyond your control. I had to fight for this. I had to push through the pain.
As the car rolled into the driveway, I exhaled, feeling the tension in my chest loosen slightly. I knew I had to be careful, but in my mind, there was no other option. The competition was looming, and I was determined to be ready...even if it meant pushing my limits.
Nick parked the car and turned to me, his eyes soft with concern. "Just promise me you'll listen to your body, okay?"
I nodded, leaning over to kiss him softly. "I promise." But deep down, I knew my determination would always push me beyond what was safe. It was a risk I was willing to take.
The moment Nick turned off the ignition and stepped out, something shifted in me. I looked down at my crutches, my bandaged ankle, and without thinking, I made a decision right then and there. It was time to start my return, no waiting, no hesitation.
I swung one crutch over to the back seat and left it there. Grabbing just one crutch, I hoisted myself out of the car, taking a deep breath. The cool air hit me as I stood on my feet, the familiar pain in my ankle reminding me it wasn't fully healed. But instead of relying on both crutches, I limped forward, letting my weight rest more on my injured leg.
Nick turned to look at me, confusion crossing his face. "Hailey... what are you doing?"
I smiled at him, my heart racing with determination. "I'm starting my comeback now," I said, limping toward the house. "One crutch from now on.'
He moved toward me, concern etched in his features. "Are you sure? You don't want to push too hard right away."
But I just shook my head, taking another limping step forward. "I've been off my feet long enough, It's time."
He watched me carefully, as if he was ready to catch me if I faltered. And I could feel his tension, the worry in his eyes. But at that moment, nothing could hold me back. Each step felt like a victory, a small but important one.
As I limped toward the front door, I could feel the pain, but it was bearable, almost like a reminder of how far I'd come. The road ahead wouldn't be easy, but I had made my choice. From this moment on, I was done holding back.
Nick sighed softly but followed me up the path, staying close but not stopping me. "Just don't overdo it, okay?"
I glanced at him, giving him a reassuring smile. "I won't. But I've got to start somewhere."
The smell of sweat, chalk, and determination filled the gym as I sat on the bench, my leg stretched out in front of me. The buzz of excitement and nerves hummed in the background, with my teammates going through their warm-ups. But right now, my focus was entirely on Nick, kneeling in front of me, carefully wrapping my ankle in supportive bandage that had become a necessary routine.
"How's that?" Nick asked, his voice low and steady, as he looked up at me, his hands smoothing the wrap securely around my ankle. His fingers lingered for a moment, ensuring it was tight enough to give me support but loose enough to allow movement.
"Perfect," I murmured, watching his focused expression. His concern had been constant through this whole ordeal, but he knew how much this meant to me, how much I needed to be out there again.
Nick sat back, eyes scanning my leg, the once full leg cast now a distant memory, replaced by the tightness of the wrap. "Are you sure you're ready?" His tone was gentle but laced with that familiar worry. I leaned forward and gave him a reassuring smile, even though my heart was pounding. "I've been ready for weeks," I lied, placing my hand on his shoulder.
He nodded, though I could see the internal battle in his eyes. He wanted me to be safe, but he also knew he couldn't keep me from this. Not now. Not when I was so close. He stood, offering his hand to help me up.
With a deep breath, I took his hand and pulled myself to my feet, testing the weight on my ankle. There was still a dull ache, but it was manageable. I had trained hard, spent countless hours rebuilding my strength. This was my moment.
"Just don't push too hard. You've come this far, don't ruin it now."
I chuckled softly, more to ease my nerves than anything else. "I know, I know. Slow and steady." But in the back of my mind, I knew I wasn't going to hold back. Not today.
The sounds of the rhythmic breathing of my teammates filled the space. They were already deep into their routines, focused and driven. My heart swelled with pride. The familiar stretch of my muscles, the pull of my body moving in ways it hadn't for months, sent a rush of adrenaline through me. I started slow, just like we had planned. Light exercises, testing my ankle, seeing how far I could push without crossing the line.
Nick stayed close, watching every move, his eyes never leaving me. It was both comforting and frustrating. I knew he was there out of love, but I also knew he was scared I'd push too hard. After several minutes of warm-up, the ache in my ankle was there, but I powered through it. I had to. The competition was just weeks away, and I didn't have time to waste. Every second counted.
I started the drills slowly, feeling the strain in my ankle with each step, but it wasn't unbearable. The rhythm came back naturally, my body remembering what it needed to do. Step after step, I pushed harder, my focus narrowing to just me and the floor beneath me.
But then, as I hit my stride, a sharp pain shot through my ankle, and I stumbled slightly, my balance wavering. Nick was there in an instant, his arms steadying me before I could fall.
"That's enough for today," he said firmly, his voice full of that protective tone I knew too well.
"No, I'm fine. I can keep going," but the pain in my ankle told me he was right
"Not today. You've pushed enough."
Cheer, crutches and love
Chapter 10 to come
K
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